I really like A-ROD and I know that some of the things I do with Brock could be bad for me and him if we ever try to go out again. Then another part of me is saying, "You're single! Live it up."
Why do I feel like this about Brock? I know that I really don't care about him as much as I think I do. He and I are just friends......with benefits lol.
I just wish I knew where I stood to him. Maybe I'm not a friend to him, just someone he can go to. That's pretty much all we amount to. Something for each other, just not in a major romantic way. We hardly ever talk.
Anyways, off of Brock and on to Alex. He's such as sweetheart and I really miss him bunchez. I know he is with Kendall and I'm happy for him but the rest of me is saying I want him to come back to me. Maybe he will in due time.
I'm going to leave here now, I may call Alex. Do you think I should call Brock and ask him where we stand? Should I be just friends with benefits or nothing at all?
If that is what we end up being, is there any way two people can have all the benefits without the relationship and one never fall for the other?
I just wish I knew where I stood to him. Maybe I'm not a friend to him, just someone he can go to. That's pretty much all we amount to. Something for each other, just not in a major romantic way. We hardly ever talk.
Anyways, off of Brock and on to Alex. He's such as sweetheart and I really miss him bunchez. I know he is with Kendall and I'm happy for him but the rest of me is saying I want him to come back to me. Maybe he will in due time.
I'm going to leave here now, I may call Alex. Do you think I should call Brock and ask him where we stand? Should I be just friends with benefits or nothing at all?
If that is what we end up being, is there any way two people can have all the benefits without the relationship and one never fall for the other?