"It's all I can do to hang on, to keep me from falling into old familiar shoes. How stupid could I be? A simpleton could see that you're no good for me, but you're the only one I see."
                                                                                                     Sarah Mclachlan

That's exactly how I feel. Why do I even call Brock? To think maybe for one second he might actually want to talk to me instead of seeing what he canNOT get this time? I don't know why I am. He may come by tonight. If he does, I don't know what i'll do. I'm too weak to tell him no, and too naive to know he doesn't care about me. It seems so weird how I know he's no good for me and doesn't care, but I still fall for it.